Self sabotage.

Things have been tough at work for about 18 months. Since September it has been prgogressivley difficult. Earlier in 2010 I thought I was seeing light at the end of the tunnel, then things went awry, picked up and finally hit an all time low when Kelly had his temper tantrum.

I am gradually realising that as much as things are difficult, I am sabotaging my own chances of success with the way I am thinking. My inner monlogue is focussing on how much confidence I have lost, how unfit I really am, and all the negative things in my life. I know a healthy dose of realism is a good thing, but my mind seems to have gone too far the other way.

Time to get in to the right 'headspace' if I am going in search of Inca gold!